Love Of My Life

Rumah Contoh & Hari Ibu

2010-06-25T23:14:00.005+08:00

Amaran: Entry ini sangat banyak gambar.

Setelah berbulan-bulan menunggu, akhirnya rumah contoh telah dibuka kepada umum. Maka dengan tak sabarnya kami pun pergi.

OTW ke sana. Tengoklah anak mat salleh tu. Panas skit pun tak tahan. Alya kena tinggal dengan Opah. :p

Muka depan rumah.

Jom Pergi Outing

2010-06-25T22:50:00.004+08:00

Bawa Ilham DAN Alya bershopping adalah task yang sangat mencabar. Seronok tapi sangat memenatkan. Syarat pertama, pastikan Mama tidak oncall pada hari tu. Kalau tak, tak pasal-pasal ada orang yang kena jerit. Kedua, make sure semua keperluan anak-anak cukup. Stroller, susu, plain water, nappy, wet wipes etc-etc.
So our first outing berempat kami bawa mereka ke our favourite mall. Hari tu kebetulan dah temankan Papa register di Kolej MAHSA, kami langsung menuju ke One Utama.

Tunggu lunch sampai @ The Chicken Rice Shop.

Perut dah kenyang kita cari toys pulak okey.

Kalau bershopping dengan anak-anak lepas makan pergi satu dua kedai je, terus balik. Memang tak larat nak window shopping. Tak mengapalah. Demi kamu berdua, saya rela.

Misi Mama

2010-06-25T22:18:00.007+08:00

Manalah ada parents yang tak risau kalau anak diorang sakit. Sejak ada anak ni, saya dan Mr Husband akan bergilir-gilir ambik cuti kalau anak teruna atau anak dara kami tu sakit. Di hospital, saya doktor. Tapi di rumah, saya misi mereka. Misi yang tegar melayan karenah si pesakit. Apa-apa pun, bab bagi makan ubat, Mr Husband lagi (jauh lagi) pakar. Yang itu saya mengaku.

Masa ni Ilham down wif high grade fever and vomiting. Tidur jelah kerjanya. Selera ada but apa yang masuk semua keluar. *Sigh*

Alya pulak diarrhea. Luckily the day after that resolved.

Tak lalu makan sampai muka pun jadi cengkung.

"Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami tubuh badan yang sihat dan akal fikiran yang waras. Sesungguhnya hanya pada-Mu kami berlindung. Amin."

Saya Suka Orangnya, Tapi Bukan Makanannya

2010-06-25T21:32:00.009+08:00

Susah saya nak menafikan fakta yang Italian guys ramai yang hot and gorgeous. Funny, dulu masa saya tengah gila tengok bola (zaman secondary school dan medical school), yang saya dok tatap hari2 tak lain tak bukan muka Italy football player, Filippo Inzaghi. Pada saya tu dah handsome tahap gaban la tu.

Filippo "Pippo" Inzaghi

Owh, tapi bukan tu yang saya nak blogkan. Saya nak cerita pengalaman saya dan Mr Husband JJCM di Italiannies. Hari tu kami decide nak amik 2 course meal, 1 appetizer and 1 main course, for each. Haha. Agak tamak bunyinya.

Roti cicah dengan extra virgin olive oil plus vinegar ni diorang bagi free untuk semua customer.

4 Cheese Pizza: Appetizer pizza topped with Philadelphia cream, mozzarella, parmesan and gorgonzola cheese. Simple but sedap.

Toasted Bruschetta: Homemade Tuscan bread topped with marinated tomatoes, pesto sauce and parmesan cheese. Pun sedap.

Parmesan Crusted Fish: Oven-baked fish filet, served over fried zucchini and red onion strings with white capers sauce. Fish fillet dia ok BUT fried zucchini is SOOO not kena wif my taste. *Bluwek*

Roasted Chicken Italiannies: Roasted chicken with peppers, pepperoncini and rosemary potatoes in a tangy pan gravy sauce. Mr Husband kata ok-ok.

Final verdict, tak boleh lawan TGIF dan Chili's. Second visit? Maybe not.

Disclaimer: This is purely personal view. No offense, Italiannies fans. :)

Orang Besi

2010-06-25T20:46:00.007+08:00

Tengok wayang bersama Mr Husband adalah satu event yang saya always looking forward. Ini kerana lepas berumah tangga, memanglah tiada masa untuk dating berdua. Makanya kalau ada ceritera menarik, cepat-cepat cuti diatur. Lepas Avatar hari tu, second movie yang kami tonton, When In Rome. Cerita romantik + komedi. Menarik. Then kami tengok Iron Man. As usual, our favourite place for movie is always GSC One Utama.

Buatlah muka comel skit. Haishhh.

Orang besi saya punya. Berjanjilah menjaga kami selamanya.

Besar Punya!

2010-03-22T21:57:00.004+08:00

Owh. Hampir terlupa aku tentang kewujudan blog ni. Virus MALAS mengupdate blog melanda seketika (sebulan lebey aku kata seketika?). Whateva. Haha.
Aku ada projek besar punya. Nak clue ke? Gambar di atas lah cluenya. *Big Grin*

BTW, this weekend kami nak pegi tgk show house. Sila lah menikmati gambar2 yg diambil oleh jurugambar tak terlatih kami. Haha.

Muffin Pisang Dengan Oat

2010-01-14T22:14:00.004+08:00

Percubaan pertama membuat muffin. Sedap banget. Resepi amik dari trymasak.com.my. Pakai acuan kecik sebab takut tak jadi. Pasni bole beli acuan muffin yang besar punya.

S Jibeng

2010-01-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Mentadak Mentadu

2010-01-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

Mentadak mentadu, macam mana Ilham tidur?

3

2010-01-03T11:21:00.002+08:00

Today, she turns 3.
3 months old :D

Chilled Out, Babe

2010-01-03T11:12:00.002+08:00

Chilled blueberry cheesecake. Kali ini basenya aku pakai digestive biscuits. Sedap. Lemak berkrim. But personally, I like the baked one better. Sebab yang chilled ni, rasanya cheesenya begitu prominent hingga muak dibuatnya. Maybe sebab tak dibake.

Poker Face

2010-01-01T00:12:00.001+08:00

Anak lady gugu gaga

Dasar Yang Hangus

2009-12-31T23:52:00.004+08:00

Cheesecake aku jadi 50-50. Kerana basenya hangus, jadi arang. Tapi cheesecakenya sangat marvelous. Even mak anjang aku yang pandai masak pun kata sedap. Tak tau mana silapnya. Aku ada memikirkan beberapa kemungkinan.
1. Sebab aku tak buang cream biskut oreo tu
2. Sebab base tu terlalu nipis (aku guna loyang 22cm and pakai 1 pek oreo je)
3. Oven overheat (oven murah, jenama pensonic, free plak tu), tapi aku dah letak suhu 150 degree Celcius - owh, dulu pun yang masa buat biskut raya yang bontotnya hangus pun pakai oven ni gak - and hari tu buat brownies, langsung tak hangus bontotnya, pakai oven mak aku, jenama moulinex
4. Tak bake guna teknik double bake (yang letak dalam air tu)
5. ???
Pasni nak cuba yang tak payah bake pulak. Confirm tak akan hangus.

Percubaan Masak Kek

2009-12-31T19:41:00.002+08:00

Dek kerana keinginan yang membara untuk membuat kek sendiri, benda ini telah kubeli tengah hari tadi.

One And Two

2009-12-28T22:27:00.004+08:00

Seeing how much he has grown makes us feel so proud.

Emakku Pulang Dari US

2009-12-28T22:06:00.006+08:00

Ya, bonda tercinta telah selamat tiba di Malaysia sehari selepas X-mas setelah sebulan makan angin di US. Macam2 buah tangan yang dia bawak.

Ilham & Alya dapat banyak gila baju. Jenuh Encik Suami nak lipat.

Mama punya. Handbag Liz Claiborne. :D

Crocs' sandals for mama & Ilham. Mak kata kat US crocs murah je. Sama taraf dengan selipar jepun kalau kat sini. Exaggerate la tu kan.

Mini hot wheels toys ni pun dari US. Anak teruna suka betul. Especially dengan bas dan MPV tu. Aku rasa sebab dia suka kaler kuning kot.
Owh, ada lagi satu. Set pinggan mangkuk cawan Corelle. :D

Dinner Mat Saleh

2009-12-26T22:22:00.006+08:00

Malam ni aku masak baked makaroni and walnut brownies. Dulu actually bukan makaroni, tapi elbows. Tersalah beli pasta.

Chef at home. :D

Final outcome. Kali ni lebih enak, even Encik Suami agree. Lebih lembut dan lebih cheesy.

Brownies, sebelum dan selepas letak topping.

Dek kerana tak sabar menunggu topping keras, Encik Suami letak dalam peti ais. Bahagian atas pulak tu. So toppingnya jadi keras. Di makan dengan ais krim vanilla. Browniesnya dah ok, cuma cokelat topping terlalu tebal. Next time buat pakai separuh bar je. Nvm, there's always room for improvement. Pokoknya kena mencuba!

Aktivitas Kami Di Malam Hari

2009-12-26T22:03:00.005+08:00

Papa & Ilham: Tengok TV.

Ilham masa iklan: FBing.

Alya: Zzzz...

Mama: Semua di atas. :D

Finger-less On His Birthday

2009-12-26T17:03:00.011+08:00

As you all already knew Ilham telah ditimpa kecederaan on my birthday ie 2 days before his birthday. Tapi itu tidak menghalang anak terunaku ini untuk celebrate birthdaynya dengan gumbira. Tak percaya? Ini buktinya.

Tiramisu cake from Secret Recipe. Di beli di Jusco Wangsa Maju. Orang yang tulis ni tak kreatif sangat. Too simple.

Eh, mana lilinnya? Jap2.

Make your wish boy!

Tiup!

Hadiah daripada mama. Baby Poney. Mama's favourite brand.

3 helai t-shirt and sehelai seluar. Owh, btw, sume item ada 50% diskaun. Apa lagi, mama zass la! :D

Happy 2nd birthday sweetheart. Semoga sentiasa diberkati-Nya.

Breakfast In McDonald

2009-12-26T16:12:00.005+08:00

Weekend lepas kitorang berempat breakfast kat McDonald. Ingatkan Alya oklah bawak berjalan, tak sampai lagi McDonald dia dah merengek, ngantuk. Sepanjang kat situ dia nangis je, bagi susu tak nak, didodoi pun tak nak, sume serba tak kena. Sudahnya hanya papa dan Ilham je yang makan, aku punya kena tapau. On the way back, dia tertidur itu pun selepas penat menangis. Totally beza dengan Ilham masa baby dulu. Even sekarang pun, masuk je keta, dia pun tetiba jadi ngantuk. Spesies Encik Suami. Alya maybe spesies aku. Jarang tidur dalam keta.

Ni mainan Happy Meal Ilham punya. Salah satu watak dalam Avatar. Nak amik Jake Sully tapi dah finishto.

Mid Valley Megamall YES

2009-12-26T14:46:00.010+08:00

Disebabkan tak puas bershopping di One Utama Isnin lepas, aku amik cuti lagi hari Rabu. Suka hati je kan. Nak keja, nak cuti. Nasib baik bos sign je form cuti, tak banyak soal. So this time kitorang nak pegi Mid Valley plak. Kitorang kuar lambat skit lepas basuh baju and berkemas2. So by the time we reach Mid Valley, it's nearly lunch our. So imagine jelah jemnya, nak parking pun dekat setengah jam. So sampai2 kitorang lunch dulu.

Destinasi pertama: The Manhattan Fish Market.

Seafood Platter for Two. Encik Suami kata, "ni lah 1st time dapat makan kat MFM dengan aman". Haha. Hero dan heroin tak dapek ikut.

Destinasi kedua: MPH Bookstore

Untuk anak teruna. Banana = Nana. Bolehlah, for a start.

Destinasi ketiga: Toys R Us

Asalnya kitorang nak belikan Ilham 'Qwikfold Cycle Trike' tapi disebabkan saleboy kat situ tak jumpa benda alah tu kat dalam store dia (bole plak!), so we ended up buying this 'Fisher-Price Cover & Play Bouncer' untuk anak dara. :D

Destinasi keempat: Jusco

Aku beli ni. Encik Suami cari kemeja kerja tapi takde saiz.

Destinasi kelima: Bonia Outlet

Owh, aku memang aim nak beli satu handbag Bonia masa YES. Treat for myself. Sekali tengok design ni terus jatuh chenta. Lagi plak ada 40% diskaun. Apa lagi, kita zass!

Yang ni tak masuk dalam senarai ok. Blame it on the salegirl. Aku mula2 dah kata tak nak, sekali Encik Suami kata "amik la, papa bayar, hadiah birthday". Emm, thank you, I lap you, very2 much. :D

Destinasi keenam: Surau. Solat Zuhur.

Destinasi terakhir: Kedai roti La Boheme. Untuk minum petang di rumah nanti.

Puas hati. Dapat bershopping dengan aman. Aktiviti sihat untuk merapatkan hubungan suami isteri dan menipiskan poket. :D

Avatar

2009-12-26T14:04:00.008+08:00

Semenjak ada anak, kami tak pernah tengok wayang macam zaman dating2 dulu. We really missed it. So Isnin lepas, kitorang sama2 amik cuti and plan nak pegi tengok Avatar. Sebenarnya 1st time tengok iklan kat TV, aku dah jatuh cinta dengan cite ni. I promise myself, by hook or by crook aku mesti tengok cite ni kat wayang. Dan aku sengaja tak nak baca sinopsis sebab tak nak spoil the surprise. So lepas hantar hero dan heroin ke nursery, kami bersiap2. 1st we had breakfast kat Old Town Melawati. Owh, their coffee is so marvelous. Pastu kitorang menuju ke One Utama. Sampai je sana, terus cari GSC dulu. Ramai juga umat cuti2 sekolah ni. Nasib kitorang baik, tayangan yang pukul 11 tak penuh lagi. So kitorang terus beli tiket. Nak beli popcorn, barisan panjang gila sebab 2 kaunter je yang buka. So kitorang terus masuk panggung. Cerita tu memang best, sangat best, sampai tak sedar 3 jam dah berlalu. Kalau ada buku, aku akan beli.

Tiket for 2. Satu tiket RM12, mahal skit but it worth every cent.

Dah abis cite tu, perut pun dah lapar, kitorang pilih untuk lunch di Chili's. Kalau keluar dating, takkan nak makan KFC je kan. :D

Kitorang order sume serba satu and share. Sebab tak nak membazir. Tu pun dah kenyang macam apa.

Starter: KICKIN'JACK NACHOS

Aku suka. Sebab very cheesy. Tapi Encik Suami tak berapa minat. Dia kata pencicah yang macam mayo tu,(ke memang mayo?) rasanya pelik.

Main: TAK INGAT NAMA MENU

Gabungan grilled ribs, chicken, nasi, jagung rebus dan sos yang dibuat dari red bean. Boleh tahan.

Dessert: TAK INGAT GAK NAMA MENU

But basically it was brownies dengan ais krim vanilla. Sangat lemak berkrim.

Lepas makan, kitorang solat and shopping kat Jusco kejap. Aku cuma sempat beli spender je sebab it's nearly 5 o'clock and kitorang kena balik before orang office kuar as to elak jem.

Baking Madness

2009-12-26T13:41:00.005+08:00

Owh. Banyak benda nak update. Tak tau nak start dari mana.
First, nak cite about kegilaan bakar-membakar. Blame it on gbum. Hehe. So far baru 2 resepi je yang jadi. Kalau ikut niat di hati, memang banyak lagi yang nak cuba. Ayam bakar, kek, muffin, brownies etc2. Tapi belum berkesempatan. Kalau aku buat mesti akan kublogkan di sini.
Resepi pertama:

Puding Roti. Sekali buat terus jadi. Makan dengan ais krim vanilla sangatlah enak. Kejap je dah licin.
Resepi kedua:

Baked Makaroni. Dah berkurun nak cuba masak menu ni, last2 baru terlaksana. Oklah. Encik suami kata kalau lebih cheese, lebih umph. Takpe, 2nd attemp nanti mesti lebih berjaya.
Resepi ketiga:

Haha. Ni tak masuk kategori sebenarnya. Saje nak bagitau. Dek dah lama teringin nak makan ais krim goreng (encik suami pun terpengaruh dengan gbum!), dia pun buat sendiri. Wah, jangan pandang enteng dengan air tangan suami. Memang tak kalah!

I Love You Two

2009-12-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

He hurts you physically. He hurts me emotionally. He hurts us both terribly. You have cried and so had I. But don't you worry as long as you still have me. Because I love you two, you and her, unconditionally, forever and ever.
Now let us pray to God. So that he will change. For we only want him, and only him.

Pasrah & Redha

2009-12-13T21:25:00.004+08:00

Aku baru memiliki kekuatan untuk menulis entry ini. Something bad happened to my dear Ilham, on my birthday. Sure damn hard for me to believe, what else to accept at first. Lebih teruk lagi, I was not there when the thing happened. I felt helpless. That very evening, he was outside the house playing wif my youngest sister. We just fetched him and Alya from school. I was in the toilet and hubby was reading paper in the living hall. Suddenly I heard hubby screamed, "mama, kita kena pergi hospital!". Owh, jantung aku berdebar2. Aku cepat2 keluar dari toilet. Papa was hugging Ilham while compressing his finger wif a tissue. I saw blood. His right little finger trapped between the fence. I asked to see the finger. It was bad, very bad. To my surprise, he already stopped crying. We rushed to hospital. Alya was left at home wif my sister. I cried and cried. I just cant believe of what just happened. In a matter of second his finger was injured. I dont know who's to blame. In the ED, he was rushed to the yellow zone. After registering, the attending MO asked for xray. Luckily the bone was intact even tho the tip of the bone already exposed. There was skin loss and the nail all crushed. It looked bad. They assured that wif daily dressing wif bactigras, the wound will eventually heal. After cleaning the wound, he was discharge home. Thank God he doesnt need to be admitted. Kalau tak lagi la panjang cerita. That nite I had a nice chat wif an old fren. I just feel bad and sad and she comforted me. This thing is beyond our control. Even how vigilant are we about our kids' safety, if things were to happened it will happen. It's God works. And only He knows best. Jadi hari ini, dalam kesedihan yang telah terubat, aku redha dan pasrah.

Christmas Sale

2009-12-05T12:45:00.003+08:00

Esok tinggal satu hari lagi che mek molek tu nak bermanja2 dengan aku kat rumah. Sepatutnya hari Khamis lepas aku dah kena naik keja, tapi terkena conjunctivitis plak. So dapatla aku MC 2 hari. Semalam plak terkena cheret beret yang amat hebat. Ntah apa yang aku makan. Orang lain elok je takde pape. Nasib baik mek tu tido agak lena over the nite, maybe dia tau aku sakit tak larat nak layan dia.
Mak dah seminggu kat US. Few days ago dia call, dia kata dia dah belikan set pinggan mangkuk corell yang aku order. Tapi terlebih 100 USD sudah. Haha. Ni sure kes rambang mata sampai terover spend. Dia kata sekarang tengah krismes sale, so barang memang murah2. Satu pinggan corell tak sampai pon 2 USD. Gila lah. Kalau kat Malaysia, tak payah la cerita. Mahal nak mampos. Baju pun murah2 dia kata. Dia ada belikan mek tu satu gaun Oshkosh. 6 USD lebih skit. Gila murah. Jeles aku.

Sentap

2009-11-19T09:42:00.009+08:00

Ah, sentap lama2 memang tak sedap sekali. Macam ni lah aku, selalu je beralah. Takpelah, beralah tak bererti kalah. Mungkin takde kredit nak bagi sms. Nanti saya belikan online ye.

Selepas setengah jam...

Still no sms inbox. Do I miss something? Maybe dia tengah attend some occasion like meeting yang menyebabkan he's too occupied to even send 1 text message. Or maybe his clinic is too busy. Or maybe he just need his space. His very own space. I wish I know. Ah, bosannya menunggu...

Perut lapar but I don't feel like eating. Ni lah yang aku tak suka kalau hati sentap, semua organ2 lain akan ikut sentap jugak. Otak sentap, sebab banyak sangat fikir. Mata sentap sebab tak lena tidur.

Ah, join Alya tidur best jugak ni. Bagi hilang sentap.

Selepas satu jam setengah...

He texted, he's busy, he's alone in the clinic today. Owh, hilang segala sentapan di hati. :D

Numb

2009-11-19T09:24:00.005+08:00

I tot after yesterday we're already in talking term. I tot wrong I guess. Woke up this morning, my car is still there. It's rainy season, why take the risk of riding a bike when you own a car? I just don't understand. And I have waited for the text message 'Dah sampai' but I never got it.
Ah, starting to feel numb.

One Way

2009-11-18T14:20:00.003+08:00

Today masuk hari ketiga saya lalu jalan ni. Jalan sehala. Ada input, takde output. Tak tau di mana silapnya. Kemaafan dah di pohon tapi hati masih tak mau berlembut. Saya pun tak pasti berapa lama keadaan ini akan berlarutan. Saya cuma ikut rentak sahaja. Perbincangan semuanya menemui jalan buntu, kerana tiada feed back.
Saya hanya mampu berdoa apa yang saya buat dan rancang dipermudahkan Allah. Di hujung hari, jika dia masih ingin bersama, berjalan seiringin, be my guest. Persetankan persoalan "do I still need you?", because the kids do. If this is the best that I can get, saya redha. Life is short, tak perlu bebankan diri dengan hal remeh-temeh. I am done with crying.
Marah baca entry ni? Marahlah. Saya dah penat melayan marah awak tu. Fikir2kanlah.

Sambungan

2009-11-17T21:51:00.003+08:00

Baru lepas baca entry gbum bertajuk 'how far would you go?'
Memang pening kepala bila buat keputusan nak beli rumah ni. Aku setuju sangat. For me, selera aku bole tahan tapi apa pun aku ukur baju kat badan sendiri. Aku berpijak di dunia yang nyata. Rumah yang aku tengok weekend lepas memang sangat cantik dan berbaloi dengan harga. Tapi rumah tu terlalu, terlalu mahal. I cannot afford. Lagi pulak aku pun baru 5 tahun je keja, banyak mana la sangat aku punya saving. So aku kena terima kenyataan. Dan most importantly aku harap my other half pun paham. I just want something yang berbaloi. Aku tak nak sesal di kemudian hari. So, please understand me and please be patient. Kalau awak tak support saya, siapalah lagi.

Rumahku Syurgaku

2009-11-13T12:42:00.003+08:00

Hari Ahad ni kitorang nak g tengok rumah idaman. Ecece. Kalau berbaloi2 dengan harga yang owner letak, insya Allah kitorang akan proceed. Semoga segala urusan dipermudahkan. Dan bila dah start bayar nanti, kenalah pandai2 money planning. Maklumlah, rumah kan ke hire purchase terbesar for most people. Kalau tak plan, belum hujung bulan poket dah kering.
Sebenarnya dah banyak jugak rumah yang kitorang tengok. Most kena reject sebab tak worth the money. Ejen rumah ni kadang2 cakap je pandai. Indah kabar dari rupa. Kata rumah move in condition, tapi bila g tengok, adoi, mau kurang2 50k kena kuar untuk repair itu ini. Kata dapur besar, tapi sekangkang kera je. Macam2 perangai.
And late last nite we had a long slow talk about this next big thing. Pelan masa depan. Sape nak provide apa. Things like this kena ada kata sepakat la, baru masing2 tau own responsibilities.
Most importantly, we guess we just had enuf. Dah penat dengan drama2 swasta. Dah malas nak dengar, dah malas nak amik tau. We need our own space. End of the story.

Maid Vs Nursery

2009-11-09T09:19:00.002+08:00

Hari ni dah 9 Nov. Tak sampai sebulan lagi aku akan naik keja. Ah bencinya dengan words 'naik keja' tu (mostly sebab menyampah nak menghadap 'puan sri' tu balik). So now dah kena plan mana nak hantar Alya when the time comes. Setelah berbincang2 dengan encik papa, we all decide nak amik maid. Mak tolong carikan as kolik dia ada buat bisnes pembantu rumah indon. How soon bole dapat, we are not sure. But according to her, harga yang kawan dia caj jauh lebih murah berbanding ejen2 yang sedia ada. Back up plan, let say maid tu sampai lambat, Alya akan dihantar ke nursery yang sama dengan Ilham. Dah call Umi tadi, dia kata still ada kuota untuk budak bawah 1 tahun and as kita hantar 2 orang, dia akan bagi diskaun skit. Ok la tu. Maid jaga ke, hantar nursery ke, apa yang penting, (bukan kerjasama ye!) kebajikan anak2 terjaga. Duit perkara kedua. :D

Ada Apa Dengan Pantang

2009-10-30T11:58:00.006+08:00

Lama tak hapdet blog. Malas. Owh, btw ticker mengandung dan family stick yang kat bawah tu awal2 aku dah tukar. Kang orang ingat aku bunting gajah pulak. Esok Alya genap sebulan. Kejap je rasa. Pejam celik pejam celik. Dia la yang banyak pejamnya, aku banyak (giler) celik. Tak tau la nape yang ni suka sangat jaga malam. Ilham dulu jaga gak, tapi tak la santak sampai 4 jam. Sampai aku pun dah hampir2 transform jadi Incredible Hulk. Penat woo. Memang la siang bole qada balik tido yang tak cukup tu, tapi tak sama. Siang dia ok, tido tak hingat dunia. Pelik aku. Ingatkan anak tino baik la skit dari anak jate. Rupa2nya lain plak peel dia.
Misi menurunkan berat badan still berjalan, tapi slow. Makan tak banyak yet still susah nak drop even 1 kg. Ingat esok lusa nak start jogging la, bagi up skit metabolism. Aish, tu lah, masa membuyung makan tak hingat dunia. Ni sape yang susah, aku jugak. Hahaha..
My MIL dah selamat berangkat ke Tanah Suci untuk menunaikan Haji 2 hari lepas. Walau pun aku tak dapat turut serta menghantarnya, aku doakan semuanya berjalan lancar. Selamat pergi, selamat kembali dan semoga dia beroleh kesihatan yang baik untuk menjalankan ibadah Haji. Insya Allah.
Kitorang menang voucher 2 hari 1 malam stay kat Park Royal Hotel from contest Aquaria yang aku hantar few months back. Voucher tu tamat 30 November depan. Aku suh papa pegi je dengan Ilham, malas la nak ikut dengan si kenit ni. Leceh. Bole gak diorang lepak2 hotel, mandi kat pool. Bosan2 leh gak jalan2 kat Bukit Bintang tu. Tempat orang2 rich and famous. Tengok la dulu, tak buat ketupusan lagi.
Banyak benda nak tulis, nantilah, tunggu feel datang lagi, baru aku hapdet. Adios.

4 Syawal 1430H

2009-09-23T11:46:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya semua. Alhamdulillah, kami selamat sampai ke KL jam 7 malam semalam selepas merayakan Aidilfitri di Kuala Kangsar selama 3 hari 2 malam. Di pagi raya kami menikmati juadah2 yang dimasak sendiri seperti ketupat, rendang daging, kuah lodeh dan kuah kacang. Selesai mengalas perut, kami bersiap ke masjid untuk menunaikan solat Hari Raya. Tiba di rumah, setelah bermaaf-maafan kami mengunjungi pusara arwah abah dan menyedekahkan bacaan Yassin untuknya. Sebenarnya hari ini genap 3 tahun dia meninggalkan kami. Dia pergi tanggal 4 Syawal 1427H. Tahun itu menjadi Hari Raya yang paling hiba untuk kami semua. Dan sebenarmya perasaan hiba itu tidak pernah hilang...

Kami bertolak ke Kuala Kangsar kira2 jam 12 tengahari. Perjalanan agak lancar kerana kebanyakan orang telah sampai ke destinasi masing2. Cuma cuaca saja yang tidak begitu baik di mana kebanyakan masa hujan lebat turun dan aktiviti beraya kami agak terbatas. Ilham juga tak berapa sihat. Tambah pula berjalan jauh dengan cuaca yang panas. Nasib baiklah telah menjadi habit kami untuk membawa 1st aid kit setiap kali berjalan jauh. Sekurang2nya walau pun dia demam, dia masih aktif bermain...

Semalam Naem ada tanya, anak anda dapat berapa banyak duit raya? Kelakar pulak rasa, zaman kita dah berlalu, zaman anak2 pula tiba. Bezanya budak sekarang tak berjalan mengcollect sangat berbanding kami dulu2. So, berbalik kepada soalan Naem, Ilham memang dijangka dapat 'boleh tahan'. Sebab pakcik2 dan makciknya dah bekerja dan dia satu2nya anak saudara. Maka dia juga satu2nya cucu. Bertuahlah badan...

28 Ramadhan

2009-09-23T11:09:00.005+08:00

Hari ini kami berbuka di Grand Season lagi. Cuma bezanya Ilham kami bawa bersama hari ini. Syukur, dia agak behave semasa kami berdua berbuka. Walaupun ada masa2nya dia bosan dan kepenatan tapi moodnya masih lagi ok.

Pulang dari berbuka, kami singgah di Jusco Setiawangsa. Hajatnya nak mencari kasut raya untuk Ilham tapi tak banyak pilihan yang menarik. Sudahnya saya end up membeli beberapa helai baju untuk bayi yang bakal lahir.

Bershopping di Jusco

27 Ramadhan

2009-09-17T12:26:00.002+08:00

Semalam rasa macam ada contraction. Irregular tapi more frequent than usual. Balik kerja suruh papa drive, sebab tak selesa. Sampai je rumah, cepat2 cari barang2 Ilham masa dia baby. Nak pack bag. Mana la tau kan. Lepas berbuka rasa ok skit. Hari2 nak pergi kerja mesti lupa nak bawak buku merah tu. Kot2 waterbag burst ke, atau tetiba frequent contraction masa tengah keja ke, tak ke kelam kabut jadinya.
Masih belum decide nak deliver kat mana. Kejap2 pikir, Hospital Ampang je dah ok. Pastu ngada2 nak pegi Ampang Puteri pulak. HKL pun ada gak dalam senarai. Aih...
Kuih raya kedua yang saya buat tak berapa menjadi. Rasa ada, tapi keras dan bontotnya hitam. Mak kata dulang pembakar tu tak sesuai. So malas nak amik gambar dan upload.
Papa dah start cuti. Terpaksa sebab school Ilham dah tutup. Teacher dia balik kampung malam tadi. Mak esok baru start cuti. Pagi ni papa dan Ilham hantar pegi kerja. Si kecik tu menangis sekejap bila saya nak turun daripada kereta. Sampai rumah, papa sms, dia dah tertido dalam kereta... :D
Sebenarnya sekarang pon masih ada contraction. Mungkinkah...
Nak jadi bayi Ramadhan atau bayi Syawal? Wallahualam...

24 Ramadhan

2009-09-14T09:18:00.004+08:00

Nampaknya bulan puasa ni update blog on weekly basis saje. Tak berapa nak rajin. (Atau boleh blame pada new addiction~refer previous entry). Pejam celik, kurang seminggu lagi umat Islam akan menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Syukur.

Berbuka di rumah Kak Zura hari tu, kami dijamu hidangan BBQ. Takde nasi. Buka puasa western style. Ada kambing, lembu, ayam, ikan dan udang. Semua bakar. Ada kuih-muih skit dan yang paling best, jus tembikai. Kami tak bermalam di sana.
Esoknya, PH, Nuzul Al-Quran. Awal2 pagi papa hantar Ilham ke school sebab kami nak buat projek shopping raya di Mid Valley. Lepas basuh baju, kemas bilik apa semua, after Zuhur jugak baru gerak. Jalan jem esp nak ke bulatan Pahang. Papa said we shud have gone earlier. Apa nak buat, sabar je lah. People kat MV boleh tahan ramai jugak. Sampai sana notice Mothercare ada sale, beli 2 helai t-shirt dan 1 seluar untuk si kecik. Untung jadi Ilham, dia tak ikut pun tapi barang untuk dia tak pernah tak beli. Pastu masuk Jusco, papa beli sehelai t-shirt untuk dia. Saya tak jumpa apa2 yang menarik. Kemudian kami pergi solat. Lepas solat, konon nak book meja kat TCRS, tapi dah penuh. Sedih. Papa ajak balik buka kat rumah.
Singgah kat blog Yulie, nampak dia buat kuih raya terus semangat berkobar2 nak buat gak. Balik keja esoknya tu, singgah Giant beli bahan2 nak buat kuih. Tapi malamnya tu takde mood nak buat sebab paip kat dapur takde air. Malas nak mengangkut, sakit pinggang.
So malam berikutnya, lepas je tidurkan si kecik tu, bermulalah projek membuat kuih raya. Tak payah la rasa impress sangat, saya buat Cornflakes Madu je. Senang yang amat. So inilah hasilnya...

Mak dah start beli kuih tunjuk kat pasar tani sabtu lepas. Ada tempeyek dan kerepek jugak. Dia ada beli nenas semalam di Tesco, katanya nak buat tat nenas. Kita tengoklah nanti jadi ke tak. Hehehe...

Gambar orang2 yang kekenyangan lepas melantak kuih raya ;p

16 Ramadhan

2009-09-06T12:40:00.002+08:00

My Handsome Prince & His Pak Dol :D

Dah lama tak update blog. Today dah hari ke 16 umat Islam berpuasa. Saya ada new addiction now ni. Dok main tu je kejanya. Tapi takla sampai tak jadi keja lain. Sekarang dah level 17. Ada orang tu main tapi hangat2 taik ayam. Last2 ladang buah dah jadi ladang lalang. Pastu sibuk nak bela ikan pulak. Tak konsisten. Hahaha..

Jumaat lepas kami buka puasa di Grand Seasons Hotel. Last minit punya plan. Abis je opis hour kami terus menhala ke KL. Jalan jem tak payah la cerita. On the way tu, call my mum, bagitau yang kami buka di luar. Rupa2nya Shafiq dan Dibah pun tak buka di rumah. Tinggal la mak dan Ieka je (dan budak kecik yang tak puasa). Taubat la nak bawak dia, sure tokleh makan punya. Sorry ye sayang. Food kat Grand Seasons memang banyak tak termakan. Memang berbaloi dengan harga. Papa first time makan oyster, buat muka pelik je masa makan. Saya memang tak berani la nak makan raw food mengandung2 ni, takut perut meragam plak. Siap je makan dalam pukul 8, kitorang pergi solat dulu sebelum balik. Swab pakai Maybank credit card, dapat diskaun 20%. Untung2. Tu pun kitorang tengok most of the people yang buka puasa kat situ masuk balik ballroom lepas solat Maghrib. Sambung makan la tu...

Baju Raya Ilham dah siap, opah dia jahitkan. Sepasang je. Papa sibuk ajak beli baju raya. Saya tak la eager sangat nak beraya, maklumlah dah sarat ni, dok pikir bilalah agaknya orang dalam perut ni nak kuar. Apapun harap2 sempatlah abis Ramadhan baru bersalin. Tak larat nak ganti puasa banyak2. Sekarang pun makin kerap dapat Braxton Hicks contraction. Tak selesa. Nasib baik puasa ok, cuma 1 hari je tuang since 1st Ramadhan. Syukur...

Ada orang tu sibuk suruh saya buat kuih raya. Aih, lemah betul la. Beli biskut tunjuk je la, kan senang. Mak pun macam malas je nak buat kuih raya...

Petang ni nak pergi buka puasa di rumah Kak Zura. Selamat la, tak payah masak. Hehehe...

Al-Fatihah

2009-09-01T14:01:00.005+08:00

Rutin harian saya, jalan2 ke blog orang berakhir dengan tangisan. Mula2 membaca entry 'Children (of our own)' coretan seorang kawan lama, saya berpendapat dia ingin bercerita bagaimana anak2 membuatkan hidupnya lengkap dan bermakna. FYI, we speak the same language. Your stories about your kids will not bore me coz Ilham is the love of my life indeed. Terus membaca, barulah saya tahu entry itu ditulis untuk mewartakan perkhabaran sedih daripada seorang kawan lama kami di sekolah dulu. Terkesima saya sebentar, air mata mengalir di pipi, hati menangis teresak-esak, memikirkan ujian yang menimpa sahabat saya itu. Sungguh besar ujian-Mu Ya Allah. Hanya Al-Fatihah sahaja yang mampu saya sedekahkan dari kejauhan. Saya selalu tertanya2, kenapa anak2 kecil yang tidak berdosa ini amat disayangi Allah dan diambil ketika usia mereka masih terlalu muda. Jawapan kepada persoalan saya...

Ia merupakan satu ujian Allah s.w.t ke atas kedua ibu bapanya. Sesiapa sahaja yang mampu bersabar serta redha, bagi mereka Syurga dan barangsiapa yang menuding jari menyalahkan Allah s.w.t dan taqdir, mereka adalah dari kalangan ahli neraka.

Menurut Syeikh Soleh Al-Munajjid, antara hikmah dari kematian seorang kanak-kanak, antaranya sebagai penyelamat diri kanak-kanak terbabit di akhirat kelak, hanya Allah yang mengetahui hikmah sebenar.

Beliau juga berkata, tidak dinafikan semua kanak-kanak ada kemungkinan jika ia sempat dewasa ia boleh menjadi musuh Islam yang terbesar, jatuh murtad, melakukan dosa yang amat dahsyat dan lain-lain. Yang mana sebahagian tindakan dosa tersebut boleh menyebabkan anak itu kekal di dalam Neraka.

Justeru, dengan kematiannya di waktu kecil, ini bermakna Allah s.w.t dengan rahmatnya telah pasti terselamat dari sebarang dosa besar dan kemurtadan yang mungkin berlaku. Perihal sebegini ada disebut dalam surah al-Kahfi, iaitu sebagaimana kisah Nabi Khidir a.s yang sengaja membunuh seorang anak kecil yang telah diketahui melalui Allah s.w.t akan menjadi penjahat besar kepada ibu bapanya jika ia dewasa.

Anak Butir Papa

2009-08-29T10:44:00.018+08:00

Dua tiga menjak ni saya perasan dia dah jadi anak papa lebih daripada anak mama.

Scene 1: Papa g solat Jumaat. Dia asyik cakap, papa..papa..papa..Last2 nangis..

Scene 2: Papa g solat Terawih. Sama gak, dia cari papa lagi. Menangis sampai muntah2..

Scene 3: Papa g work. Dia tanya mana papa. Nangis 10 minit bila mama bagitau papa g work. Berjaya distract dengan kartun jap, tapi tak sustain. Pastu tanya lagi. Show tantrum bila mama kata papa g work. Baling toys, bantal dan putting. Worst bila mama try nak pujuk, mama kena debik..

Scene 4: Pagi ni papa bangun nak g toilet, dia tersedar. Cepat2 dia jerit PAPA!!! Padahal mama ada je baring sebelah dia..

Scene 5: Ni dah slalu berlaku. Kalo dia misbehave, papa marah, dia terus nangis sungguh2, macam dah menyesal sangatlah tu. Kalo dengan mama, skit pun dia tak kisah, kadang2 dia marah mama balik. Bila dah kena banyak kali barulah nangis..

Harap yang dalam perut ni jadi anak mama..

BFF

2009-08-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

I have been reading back dated posts in one of my old friend’s blog. Lots of thing had happened to her since the last time we were close friend. She expressed her happiness, her joy, her anger and her frustration thru her blog. Even though some things were left unspoken, I know deep down she can handle it well. I wish I was there to share her ups and downs. Ok, maybe it was too much, we were pursuing a different dream but at least I wish we were only separated by distance but not by heart. Some how I have no idea why we rarely keep in touch with each other back then. I regretted it. I do, my friend.
Lots of thing had happened to me too. I also hope those were shared with her. I truly know she is the one who can be the best listener and the one who will say things that I would like to hear. Not to just cool me down but to guide me to sort the devastation as well.
She was my best friend and the friend that I cared the most back then. In some way I still feel the same. But sadly, we still hardly ever talk too each other now. I know she is busy with her family, kids, work and friends. I miss her, really. I wish we can be good friend, again. But I just don’t know where to start from.
My dear friend, if you’re reading this, you know who you are. I’ve been trying to tell you this long ago but I just don’t have the courage. I am sorry.

Cerita Di Sebalik Kemenangan

2009-08-27T22:17:00.005+08:00

The Family of
Nor Adilah Abdul Rahman

:: this is what they wrote under our family pic ::

Actually I submitted 7 pictures early this month to participate in most of the contests in the Parenthood, namely My Beautiful Junior, Candid Camera, Happy Families, Stars Of Pureen, Birthday Babies, Happy Holidays and Smiley Babies. This was my very first attempt. I have been Parenthood reader since I was expecting Ilham. After he was born, papa persistently ask me to give it a try but it was only until this month that everything was put together and materialized. Papa was so eager about it. He even insisted that I decorate the envelopes with cute little stickers so that it will attract the judges attention. But I didn't do it anyway. Haha.

For the Happy Families contest, the winners will receive Sweet Cherry products. I have yet to get the email from Today Publishing for the prize details. I must say I will not expect too much but if Ilham ada rezeki, I hope the rest of the pictures will win in the subsequent issues :D

Happy Families

2009-08-27T12:24:00.008+08:00

Today I tuang kerja, need to take care of Ilham at home. Even though my mum and sister are around, I tak sampai hati to leave him with them. Yesterday when my mum picked him up from nursery, his teacher said he vomitted 3 times. He felt feverish during the night. But no runny nose or cough as far. Papa gave him sup PCM as we already know he will surely vomit out the med if we give the syrup form. He's grumpy and cranky and I feel very sorry for him.

Papa send MMS just know. He bought the Parenthood September issue already. Our picture won the Happy Families contest. Cant wait to see the copy.

Panduan Miliki Anak

2009-08-25T23:24:00.004+08:00

Pa & Ma. Saya suka baca majalah ni. Menarik. Topik bulan ni, Panduan Miliki Anak. Isu yang menarik, yet very sensitive for some. Ada cara2 meningkatkan kesuburan, teknologi perubatan terkini, rawatan2 traditional dan kisah benar 2 pasangan yang menunggu hampir 10 tahun untuk mendengar tangisan anak. Saya ada kenal few close friends yang dah berkahwin lebih 2 tahun tapi masih belum ada rezeki walau pun telah berusaha. Rata2 daripada mereka mendapat sokongan daripada pasangan dan keluarga kedua belah pihak. Alhamdulillah. Sekurang2nya tidaklah isu itu menjadi terlalu besar sehingga membawa kepada kegagalan/ perpecahan keharmonian rumah tangga.

Apa pun, saya paling suka artikel daripada Ustaz Ahmad Husni yang bertajuk, 'Bersangka baik pada Allah pada ujian-Nya'. Antara kata2nya, “Barangkali Allah tahu urusan hidupnya sangat sibuk atau belum bersedia menjadi ibu bapa. Bila Allah lewatkan kerana hendak menyediakan dia menjadi ibu bapa yang lebih baik”. Muhasibah diri lah saya jadinya. Syukur tak terhingga. Bersabarlah dalam usaha mendidik dia.

Selamat Berpuasa

2009-08-25T15:31:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Kami selamat sampai ke KL setelah 4 hari bercuti di Kota Bharu. Macam biasa pergi dan balik saya yang drive. Saya kalau mengandung memang pantang jadi co-pilot. Sebabnya sepanjang perjalanan saya akan loya dan muntah. Lagi pun bila perut semakin boyot ni, tak selesa betul nak meriba Ilham. Kami bertolak pukul 9 pagi. Perjalanan pergi elok2 saja, kereta atas jalan pun tak banyak. Kami singgah lunch di Gua Musang (macam biasa), makan sup tulang. Cuma sup tulang kali ni tak kick sebab tulangnya tak banyak, sampah (sebab saya tak tau bahagian apa yang dia letak, lemak ke?) je yang lebih. Sampai di rumah ma lebih kurang pukul 4 setengah.

Esoknya kami berehat di rumah je. Tak ada tenaga nak jalan2 di bandar. Lagi pun cuaca panas betul di sana. Malam tu papa pergi solat terawih, saya kena duk rumah jaga budak kecik. Ntah mimpi apa Ilham menangis-nangis bila papanya pergi ke surau, puaslah saya bagi tau papanya pergi solat. Tak henti-henti dia nangis sampai muntah2. Dah penat barulah tertidur.

1 Ramadhan, saya tempuhi dengan penuh kepayahan. Start pukul 3 lebih saya dah rasa tak keruan, setiap setengah jam saya muntah. Semua asid2 perut keluar. Kalau ada ulcer agaknya dah lama dah perforate (gila exaggerate!). Tapi gagahkan diri jugalah, walau pun dah rasa kering yang amat. Bila berbuka je, bergelen2 air saya telan. Barulah lega. Petang tu kami sempat menyopping di bazaar Ramadhan di Kubang Kerian. Manusia ramai macam apa. Papa macam biasalah, dengan kuih muih Kelantannya tu. Benda yang dia tokleh dapat di KL. Heheh.

2 Ramadhan, Allah bagi rahmat. HUJAN. Hampir sepanjang hari. Relax je, sampai rasa macam tak puasa pulak. Takde rasa nak muntah apa pun.

3 Ramadhan, saya dah ada niat tak nak puasa, sebab takut tak larat pulak nak jalan jauh. Tapi papa suruh gak bangun sahur, dia kata kalau tak larat barulah buka (Encik tu memang kalau boleh nak saya puasa penuh). Sudahnya pukul 10 lebih dah kena baca doa berbuka sebab asyik ngantuk je. Dah makan barulah mata terbuka luas untuk pemanduan yang lebih berhemah.

Hari ni puasa pertama di KL. So far so good. Menu berbuka: pulut kuning dan rendang daging, tauhu sumbat, nasi goreng (nasi putih lebih sahur semalam).

Rendang daging. Yumyum.

Pulut yang belum masak lagi.

Rezeki

2009-08-19T20:15:00.004+08:00

Dah seminggu tak update blog. Weekend lepas tak g mana2. Hari Sabtu kemas barang2 dalam stor. Hujan lebat hari tu, stor banjir. Inilah akibat kalau renovate rumah tak pakai QC. Sudahnya retak sana retak sini, bocor sana bocor sini. Nak memunggah hari tu, dah tak larat sangat, masing2 dah penat bila balik keja. Makanya kenalah tunggu weekend jugak. Banyak kotak2 yang koyak sbb dah 2-3 hari terendam dlm air. Baju2, cadar2 dan langsir2 dlm kotak pun abis basah dan berbau. Dlm pada mengemas2 tu, terjumpalah sampul duit raya dlm salah satu kotak tu. Ingatkan kosong, rupa2nya ada RM250 dlm tu! Nasiblah hati tergerak nak bukak. Rezeki2. Petang tu dua2 collapse, kepenatan.

Keesokannya, buat projek membasuh la pulak. Dua kali round baru abis mesin baju tu sume. Konon nak g tengok anak Nani, tak jadi jugak. Kepenatan.

Semalam call JB sbb nak dapatkan markah SKT tiga tahun yg lepas, tak sengaja PT yg jaga SKT tu bagitau saya dapat anugerah khidmat cemerlang dari Jabatan Perubatan. Rasa macam tak percaya pun ada. Hari tu baru je hati terdetik, takde ke sape nak bagi saya benda tu bila dok dengar ada member2 yg dapat anugerah tu. Ni lah namanya rezeki.

Malam semalam lepas mandi, saya pun suruhlah Ilham amikkan baju tidur saya. Dia pun dengan cepatnya g bukak almari baju dan tarik salah satu baju kelawar. Saya tak bagitau pun suruh amik baju yg mana. Masa dia nak amik baju tu, ada satu t-shirt nak terjatuh. Dia tolak t-shirt tu ke dalam dengan satu lagi tangan dia, pastu dia bagi baju kelawar tu kat saya. Huhu, saya sungguh terharu. Tuan2 dan Puan2, anak saya dah besar.

Tadi pagi belilah majalah Pa & Ma. Lepas je bayar tu, cepat2 bukak halaman mandi manda dengan harapan gambar Ilham yang saya hantar tersiarlah. Belum ada rezeki lagi nampaknya. Tak mengapalah.

Esok nak balik Kota Bharu. Sambut puasa kat sana.

I Hate Pills

2009-08-11T09:18:00.012+08:00

This early morning hubby helped to draw my blood for FBC and MGTT. My last FBC was taken when I was only 14 weeks pregnant and my Hb was 13.2 while my first MGTT was done at 24 weeks of pregnancy and it was normal as well. Yesterday Rosalina ask me to repeat my FBC and MGTT again. Today my Hb dropped to 10.5 and both my MCV and MCHC are borderline low. I just can't believe I have anemia in pregnancy. Ni kalau cakap dengan papa sure kena bebel. "Tu la, orang suruh makan hematinics tak nak, suruh minum susu pun tak nak, degil..." Huhuhu...

Eh, papa tak pernah ke dengar pepatah "Doctor makes the worst patient"...

Luckily my FBS is normal, 5.0. Just awaiting the 2 hours post prandial (2HPP). Harap2 normal jugak lah. Balik ni kena cari mana saya campak pill2 hematinics tu. Dan kena start makan dengan jayanya. Aduyai...

Anaemia In Pregnancy

The normal physiological change of an increase in plasma volume causes haemodilution in a pregnant woman; this can give an artificially low haemoglobin (Hb) level.
The WHO advise that haemoglobin levels should not fall below 11.0g/dl and certainly haemoglobin concentrations of less than 10.5g/dl should be regarded as abnormal.

Just took blood for the 2HPP. Nak pergi cari barang makan jap. Dah lapar tahap gaban...

Thankful

2009-08-10T12:18:00.005+08:00

Today I am due for my antenatal follow up. I am 'heavily' 30 weeks pregnant already. So I did as usual, go register, test my urine, take my blood pressure and current weight. While waiting for my number to be called, I was called for breast feeding talk. It was very informative and I was so eager about it as my first experience was a nightmare. I failed to breast feed my first baby. So now I am mentally and physically prepared for it. And I hope I succeed.

After the talk finished, my number still not called yet. This is no surprise. I worked in this kind of environment before and I do understand why. While waiting and yawning and waiting again, I saw this one woman who is also HA staff came for follow up. Actually the first time I met her was during my first visit to this clinic. I was about 18 weeks pregnant then. I had a short conversation with her and she looked anxious I must say for the long waiting hour. I was feeling a bit curious, she was not as heavily pregnant as the most women in the clinic and as far as I know Monday is antenatal clinic day. So when I am back to the lab, I looked for her clinical history. Actually she is 33 years old, has been married for 5 years, with primary infertility and now undergoing IUI. She was pregnant once last year, sadly it turn out to be as an ectopic pregnancy and she had her right fallopian tube removed because of that. Pity her. I pray the best for her even though I hardly know her.
So lesson of the day, I am so thankful for what I have. I am thankful for having a lovely and helpful hubby (even at times he 'PMS'ing), for having cute and healthy boy (and soon a girl), for having a supportive mum and siblings, for having a home to live in and a car to move about, for having a good job with reasonable pay and etc etc. Only God knows things I have been through and for that I think He is being fair by giving me no trouble to get pregnant. The saying is true. Di setiap kesusahan ada kemudahan. Bersabarlah.

Wonderpets

2009-08-07T12:40:00.003+08:00

Wonder Pets! Wonder Pets!
We're on our way
To help a friend and save the day
We're not too big and we're not too tough
But when we work together
We've got the right stuff
Go, Wonder Pets, ya'ay!

I have been looking for this cartoon's CD for quite sometime. Masih tak jumpa-jumpa.

Fluhalt

2009-08-07T11:55:00.007+08:00

I am so piss off. I was reading Gbum's latest post when I came across this drug's name. She said Sawda was prescribed Fluhalt and she was told it is antiviral for H1N1. As the only antiviral I know for H1N1 currently is Tamiflu, I tried to Google for Fluhalt. So first website yang Google suggest is www.mims.com (this website gives information about content, indication, dosage, administration, contraindication and special precaution about each drugs). Then I clicked on it. To my disappointment, this message popped out "Laman Website yang anda cuba akses telah disenarai hitam atau blok...Anda sedang dipantau dan diperhatikan oleh Jabatan IT Hospital Ampang. Entertainment not allowed. Untuk akses sila hubungi Ketua Jabatan IT."

WTF?

Ini adalah kebodohan tahap melampau. What sort of entertainment can I get from the site? You got what I mean?

Edited at 6.44 PM

Just managed to google from home. Basically Fluhalt and Tamiflu are the same drugs of same content. Both are antiviral for the treatment and prevention of flu. Different is, Fluhalt manufactured by Ranbaxy while Tamiflu by Roche Pharma.

Update On H1N1

2009-08-06T12:57:00.009+08:00

Snippet from The Star

Some people with flu-like symptoms are complaining that their request for throat swabs were turned down by hospitals. tolonglah jangan panic tak tentu pasal

UMMC infectious disease head Prof Dr Adeeba Kamarulzaman explained that swabs were not taken for all patients – only those admitted or needed admission as this was a directive from the Health Ministry.

“It is impractical to take swabs of everyone with flu because many people have normal flu and the results will not be ready immediately. If you have flu symptoms, you should assume that you have H1N1, so rest at home,” she said. you are damn right Prof. tapi masalahnya, mereka ni degil, orang suruh self-quarantine diorang gi jalan-jalan cari pasal!

Only those with co-morbid conditions such as asthma, are pregnant macam saya and have a low immunity system would need to take the swab.

High-risk groups, including children lega hati saya dengar and pregnant women, must be given anti-viral treatment if they go to hospitals with influenza-like symptoms.

There were limited resources with testing done only at what??? the Institute for Medical Research and Sungai Buloh Hospital public health laboratory.

Apa2 Aje

2009-08-05T09:34:00.002+08:00

Ilham kalau main dengan papa dia, benda yang tak kelakar pun jadi kelakar. Tak paham mama...

Teletubbies

2009-08-05T09:03:00.004+08:00

Yesterday evening after back from work, papa said, "Mama tolong buat roti gulung ek". So I did. After he finished one piece suddenly he said, "it will taste better with sauce". So he went to the kitchen to take the sauce. Tengok ajela apa dia buat. Kreatif sangat la tu.

Sekali tengok macam muka Lala Teletubbies (yang kaler kuning) pulak. Sayang rancangan ni tak siar kat TV sekarang. Kalau tak Ilham sure suka tengok punya. Sebab mama dia dah sekolah menengah pun tengok Teletubbies lagi. Eh-Oh!

Ilham's Second Car

2009-08-05T08:52:00.005+08:00

Benda2 macam ni kalau bukan papa dia yang beli, memang tak wujud la sampai sekarang. His papa really know how to 'manja' him. Mak Yang dia kata, ni Gen 2 junior. Macam2 la korang...

P/S Gbum: Aku mohon maaf sekiranya post ini mengundang pertanyaan ini daripada anakmu, "Mama, tanyala kawan mama kat mana dia beli car tu"

Hujan

2009-07-31T14:37:00.004+08:00

hati kering saya hujan lagi hari ini. tidak tahu untuk keberapa kalinya...

Malaysia Has The Third Highest Number Of What

2009-07-30T14:50:00.005+08:00

I have been listening to this question over and over again on Fly FM's pagi show. Yet nobody managed to get the answer rite and now the money has snow ball to more than RM20k! So this morning as I was driving to work and listening to the pagi show, I said to papa 'confidently', "How hard can it be? Google aje la, sure ada jawapannya". Then papa replied, "Mama cuba la".

So i do what i said. It was not as easy as I thought. I think of some answers but it all turned out to be wrong. Wonder who will be the lucky winner...

Huggies Play Tent

2009-07-19T15:02:00.003+08:00

Finally my effort of saving the huggies polybags has shown its worth. thanks huggies!

My First Pregnancy Story

2009-07-14T10:44:00.006+08:00

I was married on the 11^th March, 2007. Day 2 of marriage, my period came. We never actually planned for our first baby but the sooner the better as our age already catching up. A month later, before my next period (my menses was not even delayed yet), I tested the UPT. It was weakly positive. We were so happy. Few days later it became strongly positive. Thanks God.

A week or two after I found out I was pregnant, I had a brownish discharge. I asked a referral letter from Dr Yia (he was my nephro supervisor last time) and I was seen by Dr Siti. She did a scan and a sac was seen. It was too small that time to visualize a fetal heart. After calculation was done, my expected date of delivery was supposed to be on the 19^th December 2007. I was given 3 days of MC to rest.

My first trimester of pregnancy was a night mare. I had a very bad morning sickness which lasted all day long and it forced me to take few days of MC. My hubby even put up an IV drip for me at home. I couldn’t tolerate spicy, oily and fried food at all. My preferred meal was chicken rice day and night. I couldn’t stand raw food so I didn’t cook at all during my first 3 months of pregnancy. I couldn’t put up with strong smell such as car and home deodorant as well as body perfume.

After the first trimester had passed, I was feeling much better. My appetite improved and I rarely vomit except if I ate wrongly. One thing I noticed, I was prone to get URTI during my first pregnancy. As early as 20 weeks of gestation, we already knew the baby’s gender. We were so happy it was a boy as we hoped for one. I started to have a pretty terrible leg swelling mid of second trimester until my delivery time but fortunately my urine remained clear and my blood pressure readings were within the normal range. I had to do MGTT twice as my late father had diabetes and the results were normal.When I reached 34 weeks, I had quite painful and frequent contractions which had caused me to be admitted for few days. Luckily the contractions stopped and my urine result came back as UTI and I was given antibiotics for few days. I was discharged well.

On the 10^th December 2007 morning, I had a show but there was no contraction at all. My hubby brought me to hospital and I was admitted. Nothing much happened that day. When the night came, I had a very painful contractions and I could barely sleep. My os was only 3cm opened so they planned to do ARM the next morning. I didn’t have good sleep as it was interrupted by the pain. The next morning, after Subuh prayer, I went to the toilet and my water bag broke. It was slightly greenish (LMSL). On 7am, I was brought into the labour room. My hubby was all the time beside me for moral support. Around 10am, Dr Sharifah did a VE and my os was only 4cm opened. My liquor had become more greenish which we term as MMSL. This means my baby is stress and already poo2 inside my womb. Fortunately the CTG was still reactive. Dr Nita also came to provide me with epidural for the pain relief. After 4 hours, Dr Sharifah did a VE again. From 4cm, my os now opened 6cm. But Dr Sharifah won’t take the risk as first delivery generally takes more time to progress. She advised me for C section and I quickly agreed. On 3.43pm of 11^thDecember 2007 Ahmad Daani Ilham was born to see papa and mama. I cried soon after I heard his cry. He weighed 3.31kg and his length was 52cm. He was such a cutie and he still is. He will always be our prince of heart. We love you.

Wedding Pictures

2009-07-14T09:17:00.002+08:00

As requested by MP pek2 mummies, here I present..

My New Swimming Pool

2009-07-12T20:40:00.005+08:00

Just bot in tesco. tengok orang demam yang serta-merta jadi sihat. haha

Ilham Demam Lagi

2009-07-12T20:26:00.005+08:00

We're lucky his fever this time is not as bad as last time. and he's unwell during the week end. worst come to worst, we cannot go jalan2. but that's fine. as compared to have to take leave to take care of him at home during working days. today his appetite improves and his fever seems to be subsiding. thanks God.

opah bribe dengan lollypop. bagi muka kat orang demam.

Transformers Collection

2009-07-12T19:53:00.008+08:00

Nampaknya kitorang tak dapat la tengok sequel transformers, Revenge of the Fallen. selagi Ilham tak besar, tengok dvd je la jawabnya. Ilham dah pandai mintak mainan kalau bawak dia gi shopping. dia suka betul dengan robot dan vehicles of any type. ni gambar koleksi2 autobot dia.

Muka orang tak sihat

Optimus Prime & Sideways

Bagi Bumblebee makan PCM

IFSW

2009-07-10T15:24:00.008+08:00

Usually every Friday people will say TGIF but today i'll say IFSW - it's Friday, so what?. saya geram sedikit hari ni. i hate full 'in box'. first after i logged in, i checked my outlook. after 3 days of absence from work for the "microsoft office 2007 advance course" in klang, there were 14 unread messages in the box. i have to carefully read which one is relevant and which one is not. fine. then i logged into moh portal to see pending HPE and cyto results. to my disappointment, there were almost 50 unread mails. wth? what were they doing during my absence? nothing? i didn't bother to ask. because if they don't think it's their job, there is no point to argue about it. same goes to the hard copies. it still nicely kept in the envelope. wth.

Just now i went thro' the list of medical doctors that are promoted from U41 to U44 in the moh portal as well. there are 684 names but all of them were born on the 70's. maybe the moh are doing it in stages. i hope at the end of the day everybody got what they deserve. and no more complaint.

Tomorrow i have to attend a seminar on "Endocrine Problems in Thalassaemia". it's a full day seminar so it'll carry 6 CPD points. who cares. my CPD points for that category already exceed the maximum points for annual consideration. i'll just go for the sake of knowledge.

Ilham has been having runny nose these past 2 days. again. this morning i heard he's coughing and it sounded chesty. i hope he won't get high grade fever like last time.

I think i left my pen drive in klang. i have called the IT staff there to look for it and she said she will help to find it and later she will call me back. so far i have yet received any call from her.

This is the bath set for H1N1 outbreak papa got for standing by in ED. the set contains bath towel and sponge, shower gel, shampoo, tooth brush and tooth paste. so far he has got 2 sets as 1 set will be given for each shift. owh. i love free things. gimme more please. ;D

Trip To PD

2009-07-06T14:11:00.003+08:00

Last weekend we went to PD for ilham's cousins birthday. we left KL at 9.30 am and arrived PD one and half hour later. ilham as usual slept thro' out the journey. after about an hour rest at kak ina's place, we followed her family to nilai to shop for some curtains and clothes. we had lunch in nilai and that evening abang zul brought us to pool. that night ilham turned in pretty early, even before dinner time. he must be very2 exhausted. the next day, it was raining since very early morning and it continued till almost noon. only near 12, we made our moved to pantai PD to celebrate our nephews' birthday. we were there until 5 pm before we're heading back to KL.

Almost arrived kak ina's place but still zzz...

Playing danish's scooter

Acting bz like he's the 'tuan punya kedai'

Enjoying his good time in the pool

Pantai PD, forgot to bring his swim suit

Untuk Kenang2an

2009-07-02T15:28:00.004+08:00

in my MIL's house

all 3, in my mom's house

Last month pakcik Atan (makcik Saadiah hubby-Ilham's first bbsitter) called us untuk bertanya khabar. since we moved in to KL, he called few times. shame on me. they must have missed ilham so much. ilham is like their own beloved grandson. more over, for the last few months, they do not bbsit any kid as 'oni' (the other bb girl taken care by them), also moved out. so i sent him few latest pictures of ilham for their remembrance.

Tangkuban Perahu

2009-07-02T15:08:00.003+08:00

This pic was taken in tangkuban perahu, which is one of the tourist attraction in bandung. basically it is an inactive volcano. we went to bandung early december 2008. this was ilham's first flight experience. he was pretty brave with the height as compared to other small babies in the plane as we noticed some of them were crying during the flight's departure and landing. by right this year we planned to go somewhere but as i 'accidentally' pregnant, we post pone the trip until next year. bandung is a nice place primarily for shop. they have lots of factory outlet there. food is easily accessible as most of the local are Muslims. their people are nice and polite as well. actually there is lots of picture taken back in bandung but most of it i had printed and deleted the soft copy. i might scan, put in this blog and tell a story behind each pic later if i am not lazy. ;)

From L-R: My grandma, aunt, youngest sis, me, mom, ilham and papa.

His First Birthday

2009-07-02T14:54:00.003+08:00

Last year we celebrated ilham's first birthday at home only. it was only 3 of us, a birthday song and a cake. mama and ilham shared the same cake. 'papa' said it will always be like that as our birthday is only 2 days apart. we didn't buy any special present for him as we have decided to put some $$$ in his account for his future saving. :)

Chill Out!

2009-07-02T14:42:00.003+08:00

this was our first visit to chillies. obvious as it shows, ilham was not in his good mood in this pic. it was because he didn't have enuf sleep that day. so our makan time was a bit chaos in the beginning. can see that papa was also not happy wif the way ilham behaved. btw, chillies' food was great but i like TGI Friday better. ;)

To Buy List

2009-07-02T14:32:00.003+08:00

this is our next 'to buy list'. tricycle or bicycle. but papa said ilham is too small for it, have to wait at least when he's 3 years old. most of the time i won't wait. hehe.

Mandi Time

2009-07-02T14:22:00.003+08:00

these are 2 pic of my boy at his best of time. mandi time! no luck this time, both pic censored oredi. :)

Catcat

2009-07-02T12:47:00.006+08:00

This was my 'late' Catcat, being bullied by ilham. she never fight back whenever ilham bullied her. i 'adopted' her (rather stole her from her mom!) last year from my old work place. she was unwell when i first take her home. the vet gave 2 syrups ie antibiotic and multivitamin for her to drink. she was ok after few days. when i moved in to KL, i nearly left her in JB. we didn't notice she sneaked into the car until we almost arrived KL.
she was 'impregnated' in KL. lots of male cats wanted her. i don't think because of her look. i think it was merely because she was 'the new cat in town' (what a bad owner!).
after 3 months, she gave birth to 2 cute kittens. one week after she delivered, she was hit by a vehicle. we weren't sure either it was a bike or a car. our neighbour was the one who noticed. that night she saw catcat was limping outside of our house. she had no external injuries but we noticed she hardly moves her hind legs. she was very ill, she vomited and she refused to eat or drink. 4 days after the incident, she died. the saddest part was her babies were still feeding for their milk when she died. my sister buried her in a cemetery near our house. the pic below is her first baby who unfortunately also died few weeks after she's gone. he was unwell and my sister said something came out from his back ?hemorrhoid. i was holidaying in kelantan when he died. now we only have 1 kitten. back to square one.

MHFM

2009-07-02T12:19:00.003+08:00

Above pic was taken back in JB's Jusco Tebrau. this is also one of our fav makan place. manhattan fish market. everytime we dine in there we'll order set for two. ilham likes the fried rice as well as the fish fillet. below pic was in Mid Valley's MHFM. later if we go again i'll post the meal set pic!

Raya 2008

2009-07-02T09:09:00.002+08:00

This was 2008's Aidilfitri at mum's house. our theme for last year was purple. ilham's baju melayu was bot in kip mart. even that small piece cost RM 30-35! what to do. mama don't know how to sew. hehe. for raya this year i would love to get his opah 'jasa baik' to sew ilham's baju melayu. ;p

Ilham's First Car

2009-07-01T22:38:00.004+08:00

Above pic, taken when he was 10 months old. we were doing some shopping in Jusco Tebrau and we decided to find a car for him. boys n cars are like girls n barbies. they just cant get enuf.

A month later (below pic) we finally bot him a '2-in-1' car by playskool. personally i think playskool is more affordable than fisher price. ilham likes to play wif his car even until now. sorry the pic is not censored. ;p

papamamailham.blogspot

2009-07-01T22:11:00.006+08:00

Browsing thru Su Har's blog make me really eager to up date my own blog. i always like that. hangat-hangat tahi ayam. today i decided to dig some old pictures and tell a story behind it.

This is one of the pic taken at 'last minute plan' vacation in desaru. desaru is not as beautiful as i remember (yeah, that was 17 years back!). ilham was 7 months old and this was the very first time ilham bathe in a bath tub. at first he was pretty scared but later he enjoys it so much until he reluctant to come out of it! owh, i cant censor the man with the hairy legs! LOL.

King Ilham

2009-07-01T20:14:00.003+08:00

This picture was taken last year at one of JB BK's branch. that nite we decided to have dinner in BK. BK is one of our fav makan place. we like it way better than McD. no offense McD fans! those days whenever we go to BK we usually order chicken nuget and mash potato for ilham. papa, without fail will have his whooper (make it double pls! hehe) and i will go for any chicken burgers, most of the time either chicken royale or french chicken. too bad now it's quite difficut for us to enjoy BK's breakfast as the nearest BK branch to our home does not include breakfast.

Ilham Demam Lagi

2009-06-19T11:08:00.003+08:00

Sejak Ilham duduk nursery dia dah jadi 'kawan baik' dengan URTI. Yang buat saya kesian, bila dia batuk2 je, dia akan muntah. Berat badannya pun tak naik2. Saya risau betul dengan keadaan ini. Macam2 pendapat saya cuba dapatkan. Sekarang saya ada 2 options. Samada nak cuba Pediasure Complete atau IgG Plus Colustrum Milk. Ada kawan saya dalam Mamypokoclub kata Pediasure Complete bagus untuk kanak2 yang picky eaters, bole bantu weight gain. Kak Zura pula kata sejak bagi Kimie IgG Plus tu, dia jarang dapat URTI. Ada colleague saya kata IgG ke apa, benda tu akan di digest gak bila sampai intestine, so tak ke mana gak. Tapi dia tak serap langsung ke masuk systemic circulation? Iskh, tak arif betul la saya tentang hal ni. Yang saya pasti, dua2 produk tu sangat mahal!

23W POA

2009-06-16T08:54:00.002+08:00

selepas majlis akad nikah di masjid as sabirin. 11 mac 2007.

Minggu ini saya dah masuk 23W POA. fetal movement makin terasa. tangan2 saya mula kebas. kaki mula membengkak jika duduk terlalu lama. baju kurung juga saya rasa sudah tidak selesa lagi memakainya. hujung minggu depan saya terpaksa membuat ujian MGTT. saya harap bacaannya normal. kali terakhir saya melihatnya di screen scan, dia kelihatan begitu sempurna. jari jemari kecilnya menggamit-gamit. kak nani (scan operator) kata kemungkinan besar 'girl'. papa kelihatan gembira sekali dengan perkabaran itu. saya tidak kisah sebenarnya. yang utama dia membesar dengan sihat. Insya Allah.

Lost in One Utama

2009-06-16T08:36:00.001+08:00

agak lama saya menganak tirikan blog ini. bukan kerana kekangan masa atau kerja. bukan juga kerana ketandusan idea. i guess i'm plain lazy. hehe. hujung minggu lepas hari ulang tahun ibu yang ke 53. kami tidak menyambutnya secara langsung kerana hari itu kami pergi kenduri kahwin anak saudara makcik di kajang. petang dan malamnya kami lepak2 sambil menonton cerita 'jangan tengok' (hehe) di rumah anjang. saya juga lupa untuk mengucapkan selamat hari lahir. saya cuma menghadiahkan ibu sebuah peti ais baru kerana rasa simpati melihat peti ais papa yang hampir 'meletup'. keesokan harinya kami pergi ke one utama. agak senang ke sana, kami tidak sesat. cuma terlalu bingung bila berada di dalamnya kerana struktur bangunan yang terlalu besar menyebabkan kami sesat larat. kedai yang ingin kami tuju juga kami tidak jumpa. sudahnya kami (papa) pulang dengan tangan kosong. hehe. ilham dihadiahkan sebuah 'bumblebee' oleh papanya manakala mama dibelanja TGI Friday olehnya. kami berdua gembira kecuali dia. minggu depan kami bercadang untuk pergi lagi. tapi kali ini budak kecil kena tinggal dengan opahnya. ;p

Hala Tuju Karierku

2009-04-03T14:59:00.001+08:00

gambar selingan.
ini salah satu hantaran kahwin daripada papa.
sekarang dah jadi baju kurung yang poketnya koyak.
:p

sudah masuk bulan ke 4 saya di sini. masih terlalu banyak yang saya tidak tahu. environment kerja di sini membuatkan saya menjadi seorang yang sangat passive. saya kira post ini tidak sesuai dengan jiwa saya. saya tidak suka dengan keadaan ini. i miss my old job.
ah. tidak sepatutnya saya mengeluh dengan kerja yang saya dibayar gaji ini. memang tidak bersyukur namanya. di zaman kegawatan ekonomi, di mana ramai umat yang hilang mata pencariaan, saya tidak seharusnya bersikap begini.
saya masih berkira-kira samada ingin memohon untuk master program atau tidak hujung tahun ini. usia makin bertambah tapi saya masih tidak pasti tentang hala tuju karier saya.

Benar

2009-04-03T11:46:00.002+08:00

"Orang yang merasai menang sementara kerana menentang kebenaran,
tetapi kebenaran itu akan mentertawakannya juga."

saya jumpa phrase ini pada kalendar dekat CRA. terus mengingatkan saya pada seorang Hamba Allah. saya harap dia jumpa kebahagiaan yang dia cari. dan saya harap kebahagiaan itu tidak dibina di atas kehancuran orang lain. wallahualam.

Poketku Koyak

2009-04-03T09:52:00.002+08:00

ketika ini pun dia belum berapa kembang lagi. ;p

ya. poket baju kurung yang saya pakai hari ini koyak. makanya saya terpaksa mengusung hanset saya ke mana-mana saje saya pergi. tambahan pula hari ini saya on call. bimbang mereka di luar sana tidak dapat menghubungi saya.
minyak cap kapak tertinggal di rumah. kepala saya sudah berdenyut-denyut. lebih teruk lagi malam tadi saya tidak tidur lena. tidak perlu ditanya kenapa saya tidak tidur lena. jawapannya hanya satu sahaja. kerana ilham tidak tidur lena. kebanyakan masa dia tidak begitu. papanya kata mungkin dia mengigau. mimpi burukkah dia? laparkah dia? panaskah dia? saya tidak pasti.
semalam saya pulang melewati pukul 6. sebenarnya saya khuatir juga. kerana masih ramai PS (pembodek sejati) yang belum pulang lagi. harmeet kata, beware of these people. they all kaki report. saya fikir fakta itu ada benarnya.

Harap dia balik awal

2009-04-02T16:15:00.003+08:00

saya suka tengok balik gambar ilham zaman dia dalam hari.
buat saya rasa kagum dengan diri sendiri.
saya pernah cakap dengan papa, i thought i'll never get married.
saya ingat mungkin saya akan stay single sampai hujung nyawa.
but HE knows better.
btw, tangan yang dalam gambar adalah tangan opahnya.
she helped hell lots during my confinement.
thanks mom!

ouh. idea saya mencurah-curah. lagi-lagi selepas meneliti blog orang. tidak saya pasti blog kepunyaan siapa. saya tidak kesah. to me what matter most is what they say, not who they are. kadang kala post mereka ini inspire saya untuk menulis sesuatu. mungkin yang berkait dengan present life, dan mungkin yang bersangkut dengan past life. sebolehnya saya tidak mahu mengingati apa lagi mengungkit apa yang telah berlaku dalam hidup saya yang lampau. tidak manis untuk ianya dikenang, apa lagi dicanang. chewah. tapi bak kata pepatah, yang baik jadikan teladan, yang buruk jadikan sempadan.
aduh. masih lagi tidak sampai kepada tajuk entry saya hari ini. tadi saya lalu di depan kamarnya. saya lihat dia tekun berkerja. saya harap dia tidak terlalu obses dengan kerjanya dan meninggalkan kantor lewat petang. kerana apa? saya juga mahu pulang. saya tidak mahu temberang saya diketahuan olehnya. saya tidak bisa lelah pulang lewat malam dan melihat ilham sudah lenai dibuai mimpi. saya mahu melihat senyum manisnya dan tawa manjanya. saya rindukan dia.

Love Of My Life

2009-03-26T11:43:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why did I choose this line as my blog's tittle.
The only thing I am sure for, I have lots of love in my life. Lots.
But I may not express it well. Sometimes, to certain people, or maybe certain things.
Am not upfront type of person. Poor thing.

Undoubtedly, these 2 monsters I have never fail to show my lots of love.
Terima kasih kerana menceriakan hidupku.

Bismillah..

2009-03-26T11:37:00.004+08:00

owh. saya suka gambar ini. zaman muda mudi hangat bercinta.
saya pun belum berapa kembang ketika ini. :p

At the age of 28 years, 3 months and 17 days baru saya decide nak ada blog. Dah terlalu banyak benda yang berlaku dalam hidup baru saya nak buat blog. Question is, am I too late oredi?